06.04.11 Entry

I decided to go walking today. The sun is shining and everything smells fresh. I've just sat down after 40 minutes of walking all around Stoke and Devonport. I passed the construction site that used to be the playground where I used to play as a kid. I passed two of my old houses. I passed where the bench me and Josh used to chat, it's gone now. I'm now in Stoke Graveyard. The bench where me and Rob shared out first kiss is gone. It's all an example of how life is always moving on and changing. The places that used to be important, where I used to hang out, either no longer exist or just don't matter anymore. It reminds me that life always finds a way and that nothing lasts forever, everything is precious and sacred. It's so beautiful here, birds sing so loudly when not challenged by traffic. The temperature is just right. It feels like early afternoon but really it's closer to dinner time. I feel odd, disconnected, tired. Not sure if it's unhappiness, maybe slight discontent.